Post by mercy on Oct 15, 2007 21:08:49 GMT -5
So many things had happened in so little time, everything seemed to be running smoothly for her. She was getting friends that she couldn't ignore, Hayley, the band, even Forrest. But she was distant with them all still. Getting used to a life that she had never been in, now she was thrusted in being positive. It was hard for her a bit but she was silent about it. With a kind smile she walked to William's Field. It was a very long walk, but she needed to get in shape. She was humming on the way there, she was wondering quite a few things.
It wasn't the kind of things that made her stop and think however, once she got to the Field she sat down looking up right at the sky. Wondering what was going to happen with her very life, would she ever let love in? will anyone ever lover her? She had a feeling she was impossible to love. So many people said she was impossible to date as well. Every passing day where she see's people more happy then her, hugging and kissing there partners makes her think, that maybe everyone that has come in and out of her life is right.
She is impossible, but its a thought that she didn't want to deal with, as she sat up sitting with her arms wrapped around her legs she began to wonder what was for her here? she came to this area to make a new life, but there was something about this area that brought out the creative side of her. She even started to draw, and she hasn't done anything like that in a long time. Running her fingers in her hair she began to wonder what today would bring, since every day, there was always some new surprises that she really liked.
It wasn't the kind of things that made her stop and think however, once she got to the Field she sat down looking up right at the sky. Wondering what was going to happen with her very life, would she ever let love in? will anyone ever lover her? She had a feeling she was impossible to love. So many people said she was impossible to date as well. Every passing day where she see's people more happy then her, hugging and kissing there partners makes her think, that maybe everyone that has come in and out of her life is right.
She is impossible, but its a thought that she didn't want to deal with, as she sat up sitting with her arms wrapped around her legs she began to wonder what was for her here? she came to this area to make a new life, but there was something about this area that brought out the creative side of her. She even started to draw, and she hasn't done anything like that in a long time. Running her fingers in her hair she began to wonder what today would bring, since every day, there was always some new surprises that she really liked.
