Mercy And The Paramore (Hayley/Open)

[mercy]

Mercy decided to share a little of her with everyone, showing what she really liked. She decided to take them to Johnny Rockets, to share with everyone some things about herself no one knew. But lets face it, this was all new to her, she didn't want to seem stupid, but at the moment she was almost like a little girl at christmas hoping of getting that one little doll she had begged and begged her parents for, for the whole year.

When they arrived she asked for the best seat in the house, away from people that would pester them. They were sat in the back in a nice booth. "Get anything you guys want its on me" She said kindly. Happy that she was finally going to be doing something other then mopping. Thats all she had been doing lately, when she met Forrest it was then she began to think about her life. She was sure no one was ever going to love her, she had given up on love for several months. But friends, there was something about friendship that sounded like heaven to her. Unsure of what a friend does for others really, she knew this was going to be a learning experience.

Mercy relaxed a bit, she was sitting beside Hayley as she looked into her eyes, she saw something there, a light that was very bright, almost like Hayley was another person no one knew. However Mercy didn't know her very well so she had no right to think such things. Mercy ran her fingers in her hair, something she did when she was nervous. She tried not to make a fool of herself but sometimes that was almost impossible. She sighed happily, looking at everyone, happy that finally she was going to belong.

"Im glad we are here together, thank you"

[Hayley Williams]

Can't avoid the destiny
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Hayley sighed, as she waited for the waiter to address her. "So how are you"? Hayley said oddly. This girl was different than normal girls; she would take time to address. "The bridge for misery business is a tad hard, but do you think you can handle it? I mean for a person whom has never played in a professional band? I mean it's not like super hard in all, but it's difficult. I had a hard time matching the melody when I first learned the song, but once you get the hang of it it's pretty fun." Hayley stated, as she tapped her fingers on the cold marble table. That had always been a special quirk of hers, and a quit annoying one at that. It was quit a gloomy night, though an exciting one. Hayley had always went into small daydreams when something like this happened, but tonight she refrain herself. In fact, she was a bundle of energy; which had been surprising due to the fact that she barely made the concert. Just barely! Call it faint, call it magic call it anything you want, Hayley called it destiny.

Now there was still quit a secret even her band didn't know. The fact that she had wicked blood, and lots of it running threw her viens. No clue how she had gotten it, and this had put her into yet again another daydream but she stopped before she went into a state like trance. This had made her eyes look quit off-magical if you would like to call it that. Anyone could easily tell how she was feeling, through he eyes and her emotions. Hayley had a feeling that Mercy was human, and respected that. She could never the less say she was one to.

"Yes i'll just take a glass of water. Don't worry about the tap Mercy i'll get it. It's a big day for you." Hayley said acting excited. She had taken this girl out of her troubles, and invited her into the little family bond the band had developed over the months. Terry giggled, "Ok short fry you /have/ to eat. It’s like a must. You’re to skinny, put some meat on Ya Hayley" Terry stated then looked around as if he was off into another world. "I am like 4'3 that's not short. I don't know is it"? Asked Hayley. She knew she was short though, and wondered how this conversation had even started. Something in her life we just awkward like that, and this had been on of those things. One of those days really.

"Mercy, so you said you taught yourself? That's good. I had to have a vocal cords coach, that's how good you are Mercy! So ya. Music videos and fame. It's all good" Hayley said in her voice that meant she was trying to make conversation with the girl. It was odd really, she wasn't a once tired and was quit excited about that. She was feeling odd really, but weren’t they all? "Where did you grow up Mercy? You look like a California girl. I should now, I'm from California. I hated it personally" Hayley felt pleased she wasn't added to the witch, rumor. When asked about she would say that is was nothing but rubbish. Though she knew, that she could not avoid a destiny, or the unviable. Some day they would find out, but Hayley hoped someday wasn't today.

[mercy]

Mercy was taken back by the conversation she was having, she could tell the girls mood very well, a kind smile seen on her face as she sighed some. "Actually im from New York City" She said kindly, looking at Hayley. "I spent some time in California before I came here, only about a month tho, ive been having some problems dealing with my parents death." She bite her lip and sighed sadly. Looking down at the table, feeling a chill run up and down her spin, she felt like everyone was looking at her.

"When I was young I was out with my parents, walking home from a show, before I knew it tho a mugger was there, I was so young....and before I knew it my parents were ripped from me, I had to raise myself, the state wouldn't help me" She sighed "So I had money for a short time, till I had to pay debts that my parents had, and left me no money, thats how I got into song writing, and with able to do different things I found my way here"

She looked up at everyone as she brushed a tear away from her "but that is in the past and im now living in the present" She looked at them. Thinking of how she tried to kill herself but forrest stopped her. "If it wasn't for one person I met not to long ago, if it was not for him, I wouldn't be sitting here right now" She sighed. "But when your hurting you want the shit to stop and only in death would it stop for me" She looked at everyone.

"Thats why I know I can handle life with the band, my life has always been hard, mostly impossible and im here among friends, friendship keeps me strong, where you go I will always follow" She said kindly, meaning every single word that she said.

[Hayley Williams]

x I ’M nobody! Who are you? x
o Are you nobody, too? o
x Then there ’s a pair of us—don’t tell! x
o They ’d banish us, you know. o
(Quote: Emily Dickinson)
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"Actually im from New York City"

Hayley blinked, as she sighed. New York wasn't her favorite place, but you do get a nice crowed of people there for a concert anyway. Hayley would be freaked out to walk in New York with a Arizona Diamond backs jersey, but that would lead Hayley into a different conversation, and she did not want to put Mercy down, from where she came from. That would have been rude, and never the less mean.

"I spent some time in California before I came here, only about a month tho, ive been having some problems dealing with my parents death."

It sounded like this girl was in manic depression, and a chill of sorrow filled Hayley's body. It had, a deep impact on Mercy, or so Hayley thought. "Ya I know how that can be. My parents are still alive but I don't talk to them much nor do I ever plan to. For all I know I could be adopted"! In fact she was adopted. Her real family had been witches though they had passed on and Hayley was put into an adoption center. This she still doesn't know.


"When I was young I was out with my parents, walking home from a show, before I knew it tho a mugger was there, I was so young....and before I knew it my parents were ripped from me, I had to raise myself, the state wouldn't help me" She sighed "So I had money for a short time, till I had to pay debts that my parents had, and left me no money, thats how I got into song writing, and with able to do different things I found my way here"

Hayley began to grow teary eyed. How awful! No one should have to deal with this, not even Mercy. "Awful, that simply touching. Did you write a song about that event"?

"Thats why I know I can handle life with the band, my life has always been hard, mostly impossible and im here among friends, friendship keeps me strong, where you go I will always follow"

"We see" said the band in unison, then they all burst out laughing. A band life was great.

[mercy]

She smiled as she heard what they said, but when Hayley asked about a song she nodded. "Yes I do have lyrics that deals with my life' She dug through her things and found her book, flipping through the pages she found it and put it out on the table for everyone to see. The songs title said it all, as it was written nicely.

Nobodys Home

Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place!
Yeah!! (yeah)


She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside.oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside.oh oh
Ohhh...

She smiled looking at them, she didn't sing the song however, when she did it seemed to upset Hayley and she could understand. Here was a new girl that had a good voice and was afraid she would betray them, she would sing it if they asked but for now she stayed silent.

[Hayley Williams]

x Hold your head up high sweetie x
o There's people out o
x That would just love it x
o If you fell o
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Hayley saw the song, and liked it. It sounded like her band's type of song however; it was Mercy's it just wouldn’t do that of Mercy deary. Mercy was an excellent girl, it wouldn’t be right, but then again..Hayley hummed the song, and mouthed the words softly before she tried singing to the wonderful tune. Hayley started off slowly, then when it hit to the word 'What's wrong, what’s wrong now?' she began to sound hard, and it sounded like the perfect rock song. "I like it" Hayley nodded. It's wonderful! Hayley gave a cute little smile that look almost innocent, though was far from the word. Hayley envisioned, the band singing the song as a hit single, tough didn't know she would come across Mercy and tell her she wanted to use her song. Hayley thought about the word ‘her’ the word her. "I can see it being a single on of these days." Hayley smiled once more, but this one was a bit cheesier than the last.

"She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies broken inside" Hayley sang then laughed, and looked at Mercy. There has to be A to get Mercy out of her what Hayley thought was depression. Hayley, held up the girls head by lifting up her chin. "Hold your head up high darling, there is many people out in the world that would love to see you fall" Hayley nodded once more at her odd like statement, and half laughed at a little girl that was debating if Hayley was 'Pa-a-more' as the five year old pronounced it. "Mommy there’s Paramore" The little girl when up to Hayley and Hugged her, as her mother giggled in embarrassment. "Can we get a picture" "Of course" "Thanks" Hayley replied, as the little girl looked like she was so happy, she would cry.

[mercy]

Mercy looked at her and just nodded some, she ran her fingers in her hair as she began to wonder so many things, she closed her eyes for a moment, but when she heard a little girl she opened her eyes, seeing the girl cling to Hayley, she sighed sadly looking away, she looked out the window lost at the moment, it must be nice to have people look up at you as a hero, as someone that was worth fighting for. She saw the guys looking at her, her eyes went to the table her eyes showing a pain older then time, her fingers on her wrist.

Tears seen in her eyes as her fingers ran down her tattoo, it was a Kanji writing, a word written in chinese that fit her so well. Tracing the letter and sighed. "Must be nice to be someones hero" She said lowly so only the guys heard her and not Hayley. "I wouldn't know what that is like, ive never been anyone's hero" She looked at the little girl and she smiled, in that moment she saw herself as the little girl, she saw something no one else did, it was the pain that turned into a child, through the eyes of a child.

"That little girl reminds me of me when I was her age, I had no care in the world, all I knew was I was happy, and depression struck me when I was pre teen, having everything ripped from me, why is god so unfair? im starting to believe there is no god, just stories of warlocks and witches, they show more kindness then are supposed god" She looked away ashamed she just said that, but not loud enough for the child or mother to hear, she saw it was raining out. "If only I was special" She thought "I wish I was a witch" She said only lowly for Hayley to hear that time.

[Hayley Williams]

x Please don't be sad darling x
o it's ok o
x Soon will come a better day x
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Hayley listened to Mercy's chat, and it was beginning of a night, that the gods had recklessly planned. Hayley heard, the 'Witch' statement of a sentence and this put Hayley into shock. As the rain poured down onto the ground Hayley suspiciously excused herself. "I gotta go.. um.. um..use the restroom. I'll be right back darlings, please do be entertained when I am gone" Hayley smiled and gated to the bathroom, almost in fact running. Her gait was as a kid running to the doll section of Walmart. Hayley walked to the bathroom, and swiftly made sure no one was watching or eying her. Hayley thought she heard someone, but thought she must be surly mistaken. Hayley pulled down her shirt just enough to see the birth mark of her crescent moon. Her own band didn't know she was wicked, and it killed her but it would literately if they ever found out, if one of them was a hunter.

When she had been a child they would always have knelled her in the stomach rejected her, now this was her time to shine and show them she was special. Later did she find out she was a witch and, and heard the rumors of the famous witches. Hayley had her suspicious that Colbie was, but ignored them. Poor Mercy, she was in so much pain. Hayley gave a quick look at the moon once more. It was odd really, the shaping was simply flawless. The saying about the gods though did frustrate her. The little girl almost made Hayley herself cry, for it was sad really. She was someones hero, hopefully mercy would soon be. For her sake.

[mercy]

Mercy watched everything happen, had she said something wrong? She looked at the others then outside, but within moments she felt bad, like a monster, she shouldn't have said what she had. Slowly standing up she excused herself, she headed for the bathroom, she stopped outside it taking a deep breath and she opened the door.

"Hayley?" She peeked her head in, seeing her looking at something on her skin, for a moment it looked like a crescent moon birthmark but she ignored it and looked right in the eyes, she shut the door behind her and sighed some. She looked down, feeling bad.

"Im sorry if I upset you, seems like thats all im doing with you" She bite her lip looking at her in the eyes She was a kind person, she didn't want to hurt anyone, she wanted to spend her time getting friends, living with them and who knows maybe find love which was last on her list. She looked right into those eyes of hers, she was a strong girl, and loved spending time with her, everything seemed so good right there, but that look on her face, she bite her lip and was afraid to know what was to come next.

"Hayley are you ok?" She placed her hands on her shoulder, she looked her in the eyes, should she not have done this? She was the kind of person you could trust. But she put her hands down thinking she was over stepping and shouldn't be doing this, but she would never hurt her, if she had hurt someone it would be accidently and even if it was on accident she would feel like a real monster. She sighed softly, feeling like everything was closing in on her, she just looked at Hayley and knew that she would make the move.

[Hayley Williams]

"Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty"
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I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

"Oh no darling you didn't hurt me. I'm not mad don't worry" Hayley quickly polled up her shirt and have quit and odd like smile, that meant she was just fine. "Oh don't worry about it it's no biggy. Just having some inner battles and thats all. Did you think you upset me, darling. Please my stomach is hurting, I guess i'm hungry maybe. I just don't want to get any shorter. Or fatter for that matter"! Hayley giggled. "I bet the boys are talking about you. Terry thinks your cute!" Hayley half laughed. "You should so date him! I mean really! Your a part of Paramore now celebrate. Your dream has came true I think!"

This is an emergency
So are you listening?
And I can't pretend that I don't see this
It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive


"Witches are awesome. Do you believe in them? I do, in fact I wish I was one" Hayley lied. "You look like tou could be one, you so pretty. We're trying to help you get over your depressing Mercy. Your the angle of Mercy, you know that"? Hayley asked, itching her nose. She had always had itches her nose when she lied, but Hayley was unknown if Mercy was knowing of this fact by now.


So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
Well I can't pretend that I don't see this
It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about
it, Talk about it

"I have had moments where I thought I had Pyromania, that's my secret."

ooc..
The lyrics between are like 'voices to her'. Do you get what I mean? PM if you don't she's not psycho.

[mercy]

Mercy was watching her she knew she was being lied to and it happened since she saw that mark on her, she sighed some. "Hayley im not the way most people are, you can talk to me" She looked at Hayley "You have been acting strange since I came in here, is it because of your mark?" She pointed to where her birthmark was. She said softly and sighed she wasn't going to say much of anything else. She smiled "I'll let the guys know your coming out in a minute" She walked to the door and stopped.

"Hayley I know what the mark means, ive seen it in books before" She looked back at her "Don't be afraid Hayley, you have nothing to fear from me, I like you and hurting people is something that I do not do, I am someone you can trust and I hope you open up more to me" She looked at Hayley walking up to her wrapping her arms around her. "Thank You Hayley" she leaned into her ear "The remarkable witch" She whispered brushing her hand on the side of her face softly.

She sighed some, had she really gone way to far? she smiled "I better go back out there before the others think we are doing god only knows what in here" She laughed some and sighed a little bit. She walked out hoping Hayley would be ok, she sat back with the group and just struck up a conversation, when the guys asked what happened, Mercy just told them that she had to barrow a little make up. And she wasn't ever questioned about it, but she worried about Hayley hoping she would come out very soon, she bite her lip, now wishing she had never said anything, she should have played dumb but she didn't like playing someone stupid.

[Hayley Williams]

'You got me chocking on my bubble gum'
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Hayley was a tad embarrassed. This girl was a little to smart for someones own good, there was something odd about her. Very odd indeed, she would not look At Mercy, the same. Hayley sighed, and actually used the restroom then washed her hands. She couldn't stand to look at herself anymore, then she came out hoping Mercy wouldn't bring something up in front of the band, or anyone whom was stalking her. No telling when your a celebrity. "So are you telling anybody your now a bassist for a famous band? Or would prefer not to tell anyone? Boths fine with me indeed. It's your choice. Make it, ya take it. If you deny it that's fine. But no lying to fans Terry not that I'm pointing fingers Terry." Hayley giggled. That was kinda of funny, it was a long story but to make it short let's just say, Terry told a little girl she was dreaming. "I must admit terry, that was pretty hysterical I don't know what the dad thinks about that though. Mercy he was like "No little girl you are dreaming. That was not Hayley Williams, that was a little person you are dreaming about" Plus it was way late, we didn't have time to deal with any little girl right then"

Hayley gave the weakest smile. Many people failed to trust her band. Her rivals said she was nothing but trouble, but her friends said she was sweet. It all deepened on whom of which you talk to. Hayley did get quit a temperament issue, and would blow of your head if she really had to, or if she was just in a bitchy mood. "Do you ride horses Mercy"? she asked, loudly staring at the window.
"I have a few".

[mercy]

Mercy smiled seeing her as she moved over more so she could sit and listened to the guys. But she saw the weak smile Hayley gave them and she squeezed her arm kindly "You ok?" Mercy was worried about her but didn't harp on it. "As for riding, I haven't for a couple years but yes I love to ride" She said softly. "Always best to have a wonderful relationship with the horse you ride, a shame so many ignorant people see them as animals, something you buy and use like property" She sighed sadly looking down for a moment. "Why are people so cruel? Is it just me or people just getting more and more mean"

She felt eyes on her but just ignored the feeling, she was the kind of person that was into animal rights. "Once I helped a horse out of a horrible situation, she was 50 pounds under weight, badly hurt, her spirit broken. But when I spent time with her, showed her not all beings are evil she relaxed around me, she was a pure black hair I called Black Beauty she was my favorite and I wish to god I could find her again, she would be five years old right now, I just hope her new owner has taken good care of her"

She sighed some, how could people be so mean? it upset her, sometimes people treated each other like monsters, but knowing about Hayley made her wonder, she felt more connected to her, she was a witch and she wished to god she was a witch as well. Being mortal wasn't anything but she was sure being a witch wasn't anything to brag about. She looked down for another moment, closing her eyes she felt like everything was going to end right there and then. But it was then she wondered something, what would happen to life as they knew it?

[Hayley Williams]

x I'm in the business of misery x
o Let's take it from the top o
x She's got a body like an hour glass x
o and it's ticking like a clock o
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Hayley fell into an awkward silent moment, and watched the rain as you would at viewing of a loved one; sad because it go away at any time, but yet happy because it's so beautiful. Yes, it was one of those moments. Yet Hayley enjoyed this moment, as much as she had her strawberry half drunken milkshake now sitting smack dab in front of her.. Of course the straw had been frayed, because of words Hayley hadn't yet coughed up the courage to say to the Waiter for he had been hitting on Hayley quite a few times, and Hayley was in a rather bitchy mood and was no mood to be messed with. Even if it was an exciting moment {or at least Hayley thought} for a new friend. "You should always be happy for friends, even if you had just met them." Her mama's word. It was nothing really stunning or fancy, but her mother had been quit boring in writing and was always quoting Emily Dickinson. Always.

Not a word had been said from Hayley not even the slightest of whispers or the nosiest of bellows. Nothing. The band was a different story, Terry had been acting quit goofy really. No, it was not ordering toast late at night, or the fact that he buttered the toast up to look like a face and moved it up and down the table saying 'I'm going to eat you' or 'I'm a piece off toast oh my god', to put Haley back into a better mood, and it was working just a tad little bit. "You should see Hayley crunk!" shouted Terry. "Crunk?" Asked Hayley slightly half laughing. Hayley was begging to get into a better mood, not matter how much she wanted to deny it. "To be crazy and drunk all at the same time Hayley style" Terry awnserd Mercy Grace. Hayley then patted Terry on the back. "Oh Terry darling you always know when to get me into a better mood. Always, how do you do it"? Asked Hayley lifting her hands up, as she wasked the question. Terry just huffed and didn't answer.

"I know horses are so marvelous. I never go get to see my horse, Small Fry. He lives with me, but I don't get to ride him much. He's being half leased right now. My other horse Doc Bar, please don't ask about the name Ha-Ha my brother chuck named him. Anyway Doc's being pastured right now." Hayley nodded. "Ya Hayley Small Fry just like you!" Hayley blushed and slapped Terry on the check. "Are you going to take out my breast implants like that one girl did in the band Paramore"? The whole band eneded up laughing. It was in fact quit funny. "Life was so much easier when boys had cooties and cloths didn't match."

[mercy]

Mercy enjoyed being in the conversation, she laughed at what was being said even tho she didn't know everything they were talking about. She sipped her chocolate milk shake again and relaxed a bit. She noticed Hayley was moody and hoped she was going to be ok. She placed her hand on Hayley's trying to comfort her best she could. When they talked about horses she smiled, she loved animals even tho she didn't have very much time to tend to them, she was very content with everything that was going on with her. She closed her eyes for a moment as she started to think, tucking her hands under her chin, she zoned out like she did sometimes. Her heart was beating fast at the thought of what was going on.

Looking down she finished her drink but felt like she was distancing herself again, she looked at them and bite her lip, giving them a very kind smile. "Sorry just zoning" She always seemed to be doing that lately. When it came to Hayley she wondered if she should have kept her mouth shut with the witch thing, she sighed softly as she began to kick her self in the mouth.

But she bite back her pride a little and relaxed a bit more "Its going to be interesting being on tour with you guys" She had a big smile on her face, sighing softly she was really happy, the moment that made her feel so good She gave them all a smile, a smile that was kind, a smile that showed her spirits were lifting. At least if she was to be alone in the romance department at least she didn't have to be alone in the friendship department, bitting her lip she looked at everyone, and it was then she wondered what was going on in there heads.